People keep asking me how I feel. All I want to tell them is, "It's...complicated." I am happy that I will have relief from my many physical "woman" problems, but as I stated before, it's complicated. We were done having babies (I had a tubaligation after my csec with Mals), but I almost feel ungrateful to my Heavenly Father for "rejecting" the gift and miracle of creating life. This is no longer an option for me. I will not create another life while on this Earth. Physically- I am healing really well, and quickly. Some mild discomfort, but I have been blessed with being a quick healer. Emotionally-It's complicated.
